18 Days

Its been 18 days
 Since I'd look at myself
 I don't wanna have to change
 If I don't then no one will
 Is it my state of mind
 Or is it just everything else
 I don't wanna have to be here
 I don't understand it now
 Cause its been 18 days
 Since I first held you
 But to me it feels just like
 It feels like a lifetime
 I'm trying hard to re-arrange
 Some say its the hardest thing to do
 But that's another 18 days
 Without you.
 Time after time
 I've been through this
 You show me what it means to live
 You give me hope when I was hopeless
 As my days fade to night
 I remember that state of mind
 I'm soaring straight into your heart
 And I'll fly high
 Cause it's been 18 days
 Since I first held you
 But to me it feels just like
 It feels like a lifetime
 I'm trying hard to re-arrange
 Some say it's the hardest thing to do
 But that's another 18 days
 Without you
 And I know what they say
 About all good things
 Will they come to an end?
 But I'll fight this time
 So that we might
 Have a chance at this
 Cause it's been 18 days
 Since I'd look at myself
 I don't wanna have to change
 If I don't then no one will
 Cause its been too many days
 Since I first held you
 But to me it feels just like
 It feels like a lifetime
 I'm trying hard to re-arrange
 Some say it's the hardest thing to do
 But that's just too many days without you
 And I know what they say
 About all good things
 Will they come to an end?
 But I'll fight this time
 So that we might
 Have a chance at this