Z

No matter how neurotic my mind
 That's not what I wanted to say
 I'm running out of words
 I've always loved you, I've always cared
 But in the past I wasn't there
 Out to the desert to disappear
 Only to find I wasn't there
 Everything I knew was wrong
 What is really going on?
 There in the darkest depths of my mind
 But that's not what I wanted to say
 I'm running out of words
 They'll sell sarcasm and constant fear
 Don't be so far, don't be so near
 The missing papers, the souvenir
 No one around, no one can hear
 All at once we want to live
 Holy water won't wash away sin
 Off in the sky the sun is red
 What's in the past and what's ahead
 Or can I live with what's in my heart
 That's not what I wanted to say
 I'm running out of words