Too Sad To Cry

Wasn't raised religious
 But I wish that I was
 Havin' nothin' to believe in
 Has been killin' my buzz
 Yeah, I cut my hair, close the blinds
 Play Hallelujah like two dozen times
 And yesterday, I tried to pray
 But I didn't know what to say
 I'm too sad to cry, too high to get up
 Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up
 Don't like to talk, I just lay in my bed
 Don't even try to go out with my friends
 Lied to my doctor, she knew I was fakin'
 Gave me some pills, but I'm too scared to take 'em
 I try and I try, but I'm too sad to cry
 Can't tell my Mamma
 It makes her worry
 I'm not suicidal
 Sometimes, the lines get all blurry
 Yeah, I cut my hair, close the blinds
 Played Hallelujah like two dozen times
 And yesterday, I tried to pray
 But I didn't know what to say
 I'm too sad to cry, too high to get up
 Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up
 Don't like to talk, I just lay in my bed
 Don't even try to go out with my friends
 I lied to my doctor, she knew I was fakin'
 Gave me some pills, but I'm too scared to take 'em
 I try and I try, but I'm too sad to cry
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 I'm too sad to cry, too high to get up
 Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up
 Don't like to talk, I just stay in my bed
 Don't even try to go out with my friends
 Lied to my doctor, she knew I was fakin'
 Gave me some pills, but I'm too scared to take 'em
 I try and I try, but I'm too sad to cry