smiling when i die

Yesterday felt like my graduation
 Now some of those kids have got their own
 Been a while since I took a vacation
 It's been a while since I really let go
 Don't wanna look back
 Thinking I could've done this, or I could've tried that
 Don't wanna look back
 'Cause it's going by fast
 I'ma call my mother
 It's been a while since I've been home
 Take a trip in the summer
 See all the lights in Tokyo
 Get lost in the desert
 Just to see what I can find
 So when it's my time, I
 I'm smiling when I die (when I die, when I die)
 I'm smiling when I die (when I die, when I die)
 Yesterday felt like my first day working
 Now I'm not the youngest on the clock
 Been a while since days were just for burning
 It's been a while since I threw back a shot
 Don't wanna look back
 Thinking I could've done this, or I could've tried that
 Don't wanna look back
 'Cause it's going by fast
 I'ma call my mother
 It's been a while since I've been home
 Take a trip in the summer
 See all the lights in Tokyo
 Get lost in the desert
 Just to see what I can find
 So when it's my time, I
 I'm smiling when I die (when I die, when I die)
 I'm smiling when I die (when I die, when I die)
 There's been a couple times that I fell in love
 But a couple times just ain't enough
 There's been a couple joints that I couldn't share
 But I guess I gotta start somewhere
 I'ma call my mother
 It's been a while since I've been home
 Take a trip in the summer
 See all the lights in Tokyo
 Get lost in the desert
 Just to see what I can find
 So when it's my time, I
 I'm smiling when I die (when I die, when I die)
 I'm smiling when I die (when I die, when I die)
 I'm smiling when I die (when I die, when I die)
 I'm smiling when I die (when I die, when I die)
 I'm smiling when I die (when I die, when I die)