Thoughts

Thoughts
 Sometimes I just can't control my thoughts
 No medications ever made them stop
 All I think about is everything I'm not
 Instead of everything I got
 'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first
 If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt
 Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be
 How to be a good friend to me
 'Cause sometimes I just feel like I'm a freak
 When I wake up, I just don't like what I see
 All the way from my head right down to my feet
 I wish that I thought differently
 But I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first
 If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt
 Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be
 How to be a good friend to me
 Ooh-ooh
 Ooh-ooh
 Ooh-ooh
 Ooh-ooh
 Change
 Wonder if I'll ever really change, mmm
 'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first
 If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt
 Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be
 How to be a good friend to
 The voice inside my head that's telling me I'm okay
 Entertain it for a second, then I push it away
 Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be
 How to be a good friend to me
 Thoughts
 Sometimes I just can't control my thoughts