Totally Faking

I'm a party girl
 Crazy charismatic
 Caught in a rapid, oh
 I don't wanna dance
 All eyes are watching
 Please stop watching me
 I know what you want from me
 I'm trying my best to see
 I can't find the afterglow
 But nothing will stop the show
 Put me on your cross
 Just to watch me bleed
 Well I am lost
 And I've been totally faking
 That my heart is not breaking
 Cut me open and see
 There's a cost
 To living out in the real world
 Giving up, letting go of all I know, of all I know
 Totally faking
 Totally
 I'm not difficult
 It's quite ordinary to feel so unsteady, oh no
 No one told me there was smoke in the mirror
 Now it's choking me
 Oh, it's choking me
 I know what you want from me
 I'm trying my best to see
 I can't find the afterglow
 But nothing will stop the show
 Put me on your cross
 Just to watch me bleed
 Well I am lost
 And I've been totally faking
 That my heart is not breaking
 Cut me open and see
 There's a cost
 To living out in the real world
 Giving up, letting go of all I know, of all I know
 Totally faking
 Totally faking
 Totally faking
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 Well I am lost
 And I've been totally faking
 Well I am lost
 And I've been totally faking