Why Do I Want Love

I wouldn't say it is open day
 But if you step this way
 I'll follow, I'll follow, I'll follow
 I wouldn't say I'm an open book, If you take a look
 I'll follow, I'll follow, I'll follow
 There might be places like heaven above
 Wide-open spaces I'm so afraid of
 Why do I want love?
 Why do I want love?
 Down in me there's a deep blue sea
 Shorelessly running wild and free
 Relieve me, people say it is so easy
 Beautiful as a butterfly
 When I wave my wings it could paint the sky
 Relieve me, people say it is so easy
 There might be places like heaven inside
 Wide-open spaces but never a place to hide
 This insecurity is taking over me
 When will that ever stop?
 I'm far from breaking down,
 I'm far from falling through
 But how far is far enough?
 Why do I want love?
 Why do I want love?
 Why do I want love?
 Why do I want love?
 Why do I even try to find love
 When its taking me
 and breaking when I start to open up?