I Can Bear

Uh, I've been through trials and tribulations been a while since I was saved and I mgith smile on rare occasions/
 This mess won't leave me depressed and I know I need rest in this season of stress felt no recess since evil has crept and the bar is set aint leaving the nest/
 How could I leave a woman I love in that bad moment I hate?/
 There was no one near that I trust, I place my hand over my face/
 I need grace more I gotta taste joy/
 Embrace lord fill this great void/
 Heard em sing with that great noise/
 I want the real thing and no fake toy/
 Face it man I can't make it/
 Once had a basic plan but can't take it/
 Was outspoken now I'm evasive these are my growing pains just like Jason/
 Aint it real though, when I feel low/
 Death knocked hard on that steel door/
 What you think I rap real for, groupie chicks and plaques steel gold?/
 Ahh, if that was me why would I grieve and act unfacetiously /
 Why would I speak and leak this speech/
 But buy in that peace and appease this piece/
 Ride on a beach like things is peach/
 Rhyme over beats and feed this beast/
 No that aint me no ease is seen/
 Man, I wanna be where Jesus be
 Only the Lord knows, the trouble and struggle that I seen all through my life
 I walk down the cross road, the light in the tunnel made me know all will be right
 Plus He'll never gimme – more than I can bear – God will never gimme – more than I can bear – Plus His grace is still sufficient listen
 Uh, I've been through tribulations and trials/
 Been a while since I've been on this ran and from this space I've ran miles/
 Ever had that distaste in your mouth/
 Or felt so displaced in your house/
 Then bear the appearance of one who has lost his parents this weight that I pile/
 Is feeling heavy than most and I barely can boast/
 Rarely can coast as I'm hearing my foes/
 Weary and weak as I carry the load/
 Aint I close to Christ like Mary and Jo/
 Why all the pain, why all the strain?/
 Sadness is rife and ripe on my brain/
 I aint the type to hype all the same/
 I'm living for Christ and death is the gain/
 Man I know that now, Paul wrote that down/
 I aint alone on this road right now/
 God's on the throne I know that He knows everything that I go through, His close might sound/
 That He is not but His shown different/
 Gotta known system that shows wisdom/
 Sanctifies every known Christian/
 Suffering draws us close with Him/
 I know that His here and He hears and I know that His near it appears/
 I'm scared more Lord quench my fears, wipe my tears, hold my peers/those who adhere despite slight sneers/
 Till You appear and Your light's right there/
 One thing's in bold that's YHWH cares/
 He'll never give more than I can bear – yeah!