Start Again

I guess life was tough, growing up
 I didn't even know if I could make it or not
 'Cause every day is harder on your own
 And when they look at me, it's clear to see
 That they don't want to be the ones who hang around with me
 So now I guess I'll go it on my own
 Life was hard and I got down
 But I got up and carried on
 Time passed so slow
 The life I lived was all in vain
 A worthless show, a pointless game
 Time was so cold
 'Cause I can live a lifetime living these lies
 I can laugh and act OK
 I can show a smile and say I'm happy
 But there has got to be a better way
 I wanna live
 I wanna love
 Don't wanna care about anything
 'Cause I can live a lifetime living this life
 I'll start again
 
 I'm tongue-tied, feels like
 I'm losing hold of this life
 But I don't wanna be the one I love
 No
 Life was hard and I got down
 But I got up and carried on
 Time passed so slow
 The life I lived was all in vain
 A worthless show, a pointless game
 Time was so cold
 'Cause I can live a lifetime living these lives
 I can laugh and act OK
 I can show a smile to say I'm happy
 But there has got to be a better way
 I wanna live
 I wanna love
 Don't wanna care about anything
 'Cause I can live a lifetime living this life
 I'll start again
 'Cause I can live a lifetime living these lies
 If I start again
 I can laugh and act OK
 I can show a smile and say I'm happy
 But there has gotta be a better way
 I wanna live
 I wanna love
 And I don't care about anything
 'Cause I can live a lifetime living this life
 I'll start again
 So I won't waste a lifetime living this life
 I'll start again