BITTERSWEET (feat. Jay Isaiah)

Bittersweet memories of you and me
 Wrote you some love songs, nowadays, they be sounding more eulogies
 My little summer fling ended as the winter came
 But it's okay, 'cause I'll only have myself to blame
 Had some reservations like dinner plans
 I was hesitating, slowly noticing our differences
 Inquire about your day and hear a common theme
 You would rather chase a killer than your dreams
 Bittersweet memory of when we started (started)
 Do you dream when you sleep, or is it darkness? (Always darkness)
 Ring around the rosie, little line of hope
 Never stay committed, walking on a rope
 Bittersweet, do you dream with your eyes wide shut, or just give up?
 You wanted to be an actress, but you never acted on it
 Wanted to tattoo, now my leg got half a tattoo on it
 Bought you a DJ deck and never saw you scratching on it
 Swear that I did e'ry-e'rything I could to be supportive
 Livin' off of borrowed time on your parent's dime, ain't you terrified
 Of letting life pass by?
 Or maybe that's why you always at the club pourin' up
 Tryna hide from fomo with that solo cup
 Celebrating anyone's accomplishments, but your own
 Tell me baby girl, ain't that feeling getting old?
 I could feel it in my soul that you meant for more
 But we'll never know if you keep your sights set so low
 Bittersweet memory of when we started (started)
 Do you dream when you sleep, or is it darkness? (Always darkness)
 Ring around the rosie, little line of hope
 Never stay committed, walking on a rope
 Bittersweet, do you dream with your eyes wide shut, or just give up?
 Do you remember that night when you pulled up to my crib
 And-
 I got in the car and you said
 Said it felt like we were so distant
 Like-
 Like you didn't really know me
 And we been dating for a while, so I said
 "That's a problem
 Tell me how I could fix that, I wanna be close to you"
 You hesitated
 And then you said
 Say you rather end it 'cause it's too much effort
 Ain't that poetic?