Cause I'm So Scared Of Dying

cause I'm so scared of dying, since your fall
 I'm so scared of dying, when you watched it go down down
 yeah i lost your face in the fire near Jammison hall
 while your sister and brother read chapters on how your skin burned
 your singing hallelujah and the angels came and took you down
 you asked the right direction, and they told its protection you know
 did you believe them?
 or are they liars?
 cause I'm so scared of dying, since i saw your skin fall
 I'm so scared of dying, since we watched it go down down down
 i told you i need you, when you screamed hallelujah here we go
 i hoped you believed me when i told you you were beautiful
 (cause i meant it man) but i didn't always mean.
 does that make me a liar?
 there's cuts on my fingers, from the laundry i've done
 washing out all your prints, the fire down below
 don't worry about it, i heard what you said and it's good
 and i appreciate it more than any other man ever could
 i believe you, anyways
 i believe you, any day
 when i told you i loved you god dammit i meant it
 when i told you i loved you, good jesus, i meant it
 now your legs look like firecrackers, are you still alive
 yeah no shit your not breathing, but man i can feel you inside!
 don't waste away, under the ground
 cause I'm wasting away, under the ground