The Truth Is I Lied

I said it was over
 I said we were through
 I said when I left I
 Was done loving you
 But I'm fighting a feeling
 That can't be denied
 Forget what I told you
 The truth is I lied
 I know you weren't expectin'
 This visit from me
 With my hat in my hand and
 My heart on my sleeve
 But I've stopped my pretending
 And I've swallowed my pride
 I'm not above saying
 The truth is I lied
 The truth is I'm not quite
 As strong as I thought
 This battle is harder
 Any war that we've fought
 I said I could just push
 Your memory aside
 I meant it when I said it
 But the truth is I lied
 Is it asking to much to
 Forget and forgive
 Dying for your love
 Is no way to live
 And the truth is I'm just not
 As strong as I thought
 This battle is harder
 Any war that we've fought
 I said I could just push
 Your memory aside
 I meant it when I said it
 But the truth is I lied
 Oh, I meant it when I said it
 That the truth is I lied