Who I Am Hates Who I've Been

I watched the proverbial sunrise
 Coming up over the Pacific and
 You might think I'm losing my mind
 But I will shy away from the specifics
 'Cause I don't want you to know where I am
 'Cause then you'll see my heart
 In the saddest state it's ever been
 This is no place to try and live my life
 Stop right there
 That's exactly where I lost it
 See that line?
 Well I never should've crossed it
 Stop right there
 Well I never should've said that
 It's the very moment that
 I wish that I could take back
 I'm sorry for the person I became
 I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
 I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
 'Cause who I am hates who I've been
 Who I am hates who I've been
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 I talk to absolutely no one
 Couldn't keep to myself enough
 And the things bottled inside have finally begun
 To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up and
 I heard the reverberating footsteps
 Syncing up to the beating of my heart
 And I was positive that unless I got myself together
 I would watch me fall apart
 And I can't let that happen again
 'Cause then you'll see my heart
 In the saddest state it's ever been
 This is no place to try and live my life
 Stop right there
 That's exactly where I lost it
 See that line?
 I never should've crossed it
 Stop right there
 I never should've said that
 It's the very moment that
 I wish that I could take back
 Stop right there
 That's exactly where I lost it
 See that line?
 Well I never should've crossed it
 Stop right there
 Well I never should've said that
 It's the very moment that
 I wish that I could take back
 I'm sorry for the person I became
 I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
 I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
 'Cause who I am hates who I've been
 Who I am hates who I've been
 Who I am hates who I've been
 And who I am will take the second chance you gave me
 Who I am hates who I've been
 'Cause who I've been only ever made me
 So sorry for the person I became
 So sorry that it took so long for me to change
 I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
 'Cause who I am hates who I've been
 Who I am hates who I've been