So Far Away

I am right here with you
 I couldn't be more close
 Pretending that I'm in this moment
 When I'm only a ghost
 I listen to the words you're saying
 Words I'm fighting to believe
 It's like I'm living from a distance
 Where you're out of reach
 I wanna feel it when I mean it, when I say it
 Can you hear me at all?
 And I feel so far away
 Far away from everything
 Outside wandering
 When I got lost
 I threw my arms up in the air
 Why do I disappear?
 How can your love be so close
 When I'm so far away?
 Remember when you found me drowning
 You pulled me from the deepest end
 I promised I would never leave you
 But now I'm drowning again
 It's killing me with every breath
 Witnessing the life I've left
 Only you know who I am
 I'm reaching out my hand
 I wanna feel it when I mean it, when I say it
 Can you hear me at all?
 And I feel so far away
 Far away from everything
 Outside wandering
 When I got lost
 I threw my arms up in the air
 Why do I disappear?
 How can your love be so close
 When I'm so far away?
 (I'm so far away) I'm so far away
 (I'm so far away) I'm so far away
 (I'm so far away)
 
 And I don't wanna waste time living a half life
 Are you listening?
 Now give it back to me
 I remember everything
 The way it used to be
 Yeah, give it back to me
 Yeah, give it back to me
 I hear your voice, but inside I'm lost
 And I feel so far away
 Far away from everything
 Outside wandering
 When I got lost
 I threw my arms up in the air
 Why do I disappear?
 How can your love be so close
 When I'm so far away?
 I'm so far away
 I'm so far away, yeah