Raspberries

God, you're fucking pathetic
 Even if you are dead; with human refuse like you
 It wouldn't make any difference at all in the real world
 So there's no point in moaning and whining about who lives or who dies
 It just doesn't matter
 (So what you mean is, that you're dead too?)
 Who cares?
 I fell into a pool of paint
 And swam away from all the foolish hate and fruitless pain
 Pulling pink up out the rainbow on the bluest days
 I finally found a smile that truly suit my face
 I finally found a pace that suit my feet
 Remember levitating, we were levitating to the beats
 Never hating, elevated, celebrating true relief
 Understated, I felt present after years of ruthless grief
 I was in my element
 A stage of joy and benevolence
 Cleared my room of all elephants
 Not a trace, not a set of prints, no
 Talking about the present, we was always in it
 It was never about beginnings or endings or how they'd spin it
 Didn't spend it on venomous enemies talking offensive
 Felt fine in my own skin for the first time in a minute
 (These raspberries in my mouth tasty)
 (My life is a wreck but fuck it, it don't phase me)
 These raspberries in my mouth tasty
 My life is a wreck but fuck it, it don't phase me
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 Why these voices always throw hands like Rayman?
 How come they always want to play the hangman?
 Cave in in the cave I stay in
 The water rises fast, I would try escaping
 At least not no more, man I've lost a lot
 Friends passed, time passed and I've lost the plot
 Runnin' thru the rye, I done crossed the crop
 Hidin' from the sky and sun, I tossed the clock
 And now I'm back on my fuck shit
 Runnin' on nothing but impractical functions
 And tactical self-sabotage in my dungeon
 I'm One Punch Man punching my mug in
 A ghost in the flesh
 I'm prone to depress then erode, decompose and refresh
 Stuck in a loop I'm supposed to neglect
 But I fold so it grows and my prose resurrects
 Walked ten thousand miles at this point
 And I could end it all with a step
 Kick it
 No, wait, don't kick it
 I loathe that I'm upset
 It's just me and you, my friend
 Yeah
 Fuck, stuck in this loop again
 (These raspberries in my mouth tasty)
 (My life is a wreck but fuck it, it don't phase me)
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 (These raspberries in my mouth tasty)
 (My life is a wreck but fuck it, it don't phase me)