Belong

Look
 I'm not Jordan
 I'm no Pippen
 I'm like Rodman on the Pistons
 I doubt that I'll make a difference
 All I want is some attention
 You don't listen
 I don't question
 I'm not here to teach a lesson
 I'm not ever here at all
 You hear a beep you leave a message
 F*ck a topic interesting
 Sh*t I thought make you upset
 And you can jump right off a ledge
 Coz I'm not f*cking with your presence
 I make compass in the present
 While I point in no direction
 Feel annoyed by every thought
 Being deployed at my prevention
 I caaan't pretend its fun feeling fine
 I've never seen the f*cking sun
 How come I want to get shine
 I know how seasons defined
 They sprout some leaves and then die
 But I don't believe it this time
 I'm undefeated inside
 My heart was weighed like some muscle, well jaded
 The love was tough to kill
 I waited through the dinner rush ran up the bill got nothin' still
 I guess I'm not what I'm fed
 I heard a lot that's not said
 Stop talking lies in my head
 Sometimes I feel like I don't belong in my head
 I need someone to go in my stead
 I need somewhere to go once they've left
 I need something to hold for myself
 Sometimes I don't belong in my head
 I need someone to go in my stead
 I need somewhere to go once they've left
 Something to hold onto other than myself
 I traced your eyes when they had sparkled the first time
 I put the pressure on the mold full of gold
 I fold the clay into the cracks of my back
 But sh*t I've never had the dirt to fill this hole in my soul
 It's what you wanted from the first glance
 Water-colored first dance
 Tapping glass slippers with a "Bold and Brash" mister
 Missed the lines that I had colored in
 Paint splatter covering
 Fade into grey my smile is paper mache
 It's what you wanted
 I'm chipping granite like I'm from a different planet
 You see me winning, all my tix are 3D printed, but
 I'm Paul Bunyan axed up with a clear ox
 Laugh at my jokes backed up from my xerox
 Non-functional, too loyal to damage
 You buy my promises on oil and canvas
 It's what you wanted so why you acting mad at me?
 It's what you wanted i'll be hanging at the gallery I'm gone
 It's what you wanted
 Sometimes I feel like I don't belong in my head
 I need someone to go in my stead
 I need somewhere to go once they've left
 I need something to hold for myself
 Sometimes I don't belong in my head
 I need someone to go in my stead
 I need somewhere to go once they've left
 Something to hold onto other than myself