Something To Lose

I used to be so carefree
 Running around with my heart held out
 But now I worry, now I fret
 Now I've got something to lose
 I used to go out reckless
 Throwing myself at the next good time
 But now i'm patient, now I wait
 Now I've got something to lose
 Lovers, some are overspent
 Some have just begun
 I could never be careful enough
 All my binds have come undone
 I used to get so angry
 Wishing the world would just pass me by
 But now I'm grateful, now I'm scared
 Now I've got something to lose
 I used to be so weightless
 Balanced at the top of a long freefall
 But it's so heavy, now you're real
 Now I've got something to lose
 Lovers, some are overspent
 Some have just begun
 I could never be careful enough
 All my binds have come undone