These Short Messages

You're a lazy cloud
 You're lying on the ground
 You were crucified
 On a copper cross
 My world was just too small for you
 It seems I've grieved a lot lately
 But for you not one tear I've cried
 You were never reality for me
 More of an intellectual exercise
 Though the door was never open
 You found your way in anyway
 You are an end with no beginning
 You are a night without the day
 Poor you!
 And though it's true that there was no connection
 The weight bears down on me just the same
 It has all been removed from my hands
 It has all been removed from me
 How can your will be so much stronger,
 When you are just a lazy cloud?
 Oh, Baby Beating Heart, remember:
 I never knew you.
 It was a failure on my part, I never knew you