Stalemate

I've sought so hard to attain this gain
 Now watch me give this ground away
 What can I do but admit I'm in over my head?
 Colors fade from blue to dark red
 Backed into a corner by my choices
 And I'm hearing those same dark voices
 At the mercy of my desires helpless, trivial
 I'm left with no defenses
 Stimulus, response, repeated failures
 I'm sick, this sickness fills my senses
 But despite my apparent loss I see release
 This stalemate, my peace
 Your wilderness is
 Stalemate
 You can't move against me
 Stalemate
 The walls built around me
 Stalemate
 You can't move against me
 Stalemate
 The walls built around me
 Stalemate
 You can't move against me
 Stalemate
 The walls built around me
 And as this theme continues to follow close behind
 I see so clearly
 If I would only let go of my tendencies
 Then I'd know what it is to be free
 I can't win when I indulge this fantasy
 Reduced as a pawn led to misery
 A little detour won't hurt
 Let me change you slowly
 A moment's pleasure, but you'll owe me
 All encompassing defeat awaits the day
 I choose to plunge and embrace this nightmare
 But the night has an end and I see you
 And you see me as the dawn of the one
 Who's adopted my ailment, my sickness
 My stalemate reveals my blindness to my own condition
 Your wilderness is
 Stalemate
 You can't move against me
 Stalemate
 The walls built around me
 Stalemate
 You can't move against me
 Stalemate
 The walls built around me
 Stalemate
 You can't move against me
 Stalemate
 The walls built around me
 I'll still run away from
 Six seconds of defeat
 Six years of agony
 I'll still stand at odds with
 Six seconds of defeat
 Six years of agony
 I'll still run away from
 Six seconds of defeat
 Six years of agony
 I'll still stand at odds with
 Six seconds of defeat
 Six years of agony
 I'm senseless, erode my senses
 To fill my day with indulgence
 Which leads to my undoing
 I'll never look back
 I'll never taste it again
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 I'll never stop
 You can't stop me