Falling

I'm trying not to track down the things I've lost
 I'm trying not to get back what I've all forgot
 All the things in the past, all the memories
 I'm reaching out to get them
 But I'm falling to the ground
 And I'm falling to the ground
 And I don't want the fucking feeling when I'm down
 And I'm falling
 And I'm falling down again
 And I'm falling down again
 And I'm falling down again
 And I'm falling down again
 And I'm falling down again
 I'm trying not to fall back down into the crowd
 I'm trying to be silent instead of loud
 It's hard to be quiet, it's all about
 Reaching out to get them
 But I'm falling to the ground
 And I'm falling to the ground
 And I don't want the fucking feeling when I'm down
 And I'm falling
 And I'm falling down again
 And I'm falling down again
 And I'm falling down again