the way that you see me (feat. Ayleen Valentine)

But when I close my eyes
 The silence gets too much
 Isn't it lovely
 The way it works for us?
 I wish I could be
 The way that you see me
 I wish I could dream (dream)
 The same time you're sleeping (the same time you're sleeping)
 I wish I could be (be)
 The way that you see me (yeah, ayy)
 I wish I could dream
 The same time you're sleeping (the same time you're sleeping)
 But when, but when
 I wish we had the same dreams but I haven't been dreamin'
 I got a clouded darkness over me, suppressing my feelings
 I'm seeking meanings of Earth, show me the places to search
 It's way harder seein' clearly when my hand's up your skirt
 When it's over, I'll be sittin' inside my car
 And regrettin' all that I did, write a tally on my heart
 Yeah, I hope you leave me soon 'cause I keep getting more attached
 Just whisper me to sleep, just slip the knife in my back, uh
 But when I close my eyes
 The silence gets too much
 Isn't it lovely
 The way it works for us?
 But when, but when
 My mentality actually going shit, uh
 Watching all their happiness, I'm practically sick
 Yeah, you don't see that I'm a kid with all these problems evolving inside of me
 I'm seeing two of you and you don't see a single flaw in me, yeah
 Openin' and closing the book, I'm tryna learn from it
 I believe in healing it, but nothing is permanent
 Wisdom what I'd like, my decision-making game is weak
 Weaker than you think, I am not nowhere close to what I wanna be
 Be (be, be, be, be, be)
 The way that you see me
 I wish I could dream (yeah, dream, dream, dream, dream)
 The same time you're sleeping
 I wish I could be
 The way that you see me
 I wish I could dream
 The same time you're sleeping
 But when I close my eyes
 The silence gets too much
 Isn't it lovely
 The way it works for us?
 Every second I mess up feel like the third time, you should've left the first time
 The worst timing, everything decrepit but it's alright
 I swear that you're the pinnacle, feelings for you ain't minimal
 They overflow, they never oversowed, I wasn't into
 All my BS, workin' on my patience
 Day feel like a week, I come back giving you the same shit
 Your parents probably hate me, staying can be dangerous
 'Cause my love is potent, only you can help me change it, yeah
 But when I close my eyes
 The silence gets too much
 Isn't it lovely
 The way it works for us?