future diary (feat. Jomie & Skinny Atlas)

Wildin'
 You the only sun that shines in this town, yeah
 Smilin' (aye)
 I don't wanna mess up somehow
 But I'm holdin' you back and everybody sees it
 Only got time for me on the weekends (on the weekends)
 Life with you is all I ever knew
 But I'll leave right now if it's best for you
 In my future diary
 I can see us flying free
 But you got school and family
 You got real shit happening (happening)
 I got shit I'm battling (I'm battling)
 Gettin' pulled down like gravity (gravity)
 I just want more time with you (with you)
 But it's okay, I'll lie to you
 'Til it goes on and on to the next thing
 I'm too selfish, I can't help it
 Stuck in my ways, not in my place
 I can't wait 'til I'm covered in velvet
 Feed me fantasies
 'Cause it's one long trip down this balcony, uh
 Baby, get mad at me
 What's the rundown
 Enlighten me
 Uh, uh, and lie to me
 I don't like to hear about the irony
 If I had a dime for every casualty
 Then I'd be dumb rich, still in agony
 But I'm holdin' you back and everybody sees it
 Only got time for me on the weekends (on the weekends)
 Life with you is all I ever knew
 But I'll leave right now if it's best for you
 In my future diary
 I can see us flying free
 But you got school and family
 You got real shit happening
 So I'll take fault
 Keep it all inside, I'm one big vault
 Yeah, I know you got dreams I don't wanna interfere with
 Tellin' me you love me but I don't wanna hear it
 See I'm not great
 At goodbyes, bad in your eyes
 This your lullaby
 And though if after this
 Oh, you get pissed
 I'd still put up a fight
 For you
 In my future diary
 I can see us flying free
 But you got school and family
 You got real shit happening
 I got shit I'm battling
 Gettin' pulled down like gravity
 I just want more time with you
 But it's okay, I'll lie to you
 I'm one mistake after another
 Don't really care, just hide, take cover (gettin' pulled down like gravity)
 Everybody sayin' that I'm fine, alI I do is whine
 But it's okay, I'll lie to you