Fallen

I'm falling
 I wish you would just let me go
 And I can't help it
 Just wanna be left alone
 I'm falling
 I wish you would just let me go
 I can't help it
 Just wanna be (just wanna be, just-)
 R-A-V! (Let's go)
 So let me fall, then (yeah!)
 Summer's gone, it feels hella foreign
 You go from resenting often
 To presenting awful reasons for your septic comments
 Then, when I fail to accept your optics
 You weaponize feelings in a messed up cobweb
 Hijacking narratives, amended the lock books
 Your tactics at best are awkward
 (Maybe we could let this slide)
 Adverse, pure pesticide
 My therapist can tеstify
 That some fears best left inside
 'Til they festered, and I erased my sense of pride
 I sequestered
 And developed an abscess (uh)
 Took on your role and accepted your practice (what)
 Now all I seem to do is judge myself in your absence (I do!)
 Swimming in circles with my head facing backwards
 Drown and drown, I'm breathing out
 You never thought of calming down, to hear me out
 But I'm gone alone right now, here right now
 And despite us falling out, you're reaching out
 Demanding your attention still, relentless spiel
 Bending my will with vengeful scripts, dispensed in shrills
 You push so hard I tend to yield, expressing guilt
 Take the fall and claim "My fault", and never heal
 But
 Fuck you and fuck all that!
 Yo, I'm talking my worth back
 I'm taking myself beyond your grasp
 Outside your spiteful ways and gaslighting ass, going
 Fuck you and fuck all that, mm!
 Fuck you and fuck all that, mm!
 Fuck you and fuck all that, mm!
 Fuck you and fuck all that
 Yo, I'm putting my foot down (word)
 I will learn to love myself now (uh)
 You're entitled to your own truth
 I'm entitled to think you're foul (yeah)
 I'm allowed to wearing a smile
 I won't let you push poison in my ears
 Toying with my fears, choice is clear and profound
 I don't need you around, ayy
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 R-A-V