Ashamed of the Story I Told

Was it for nothing I said,
 It's so attractive To be so silent (-ly?),
 It keeps the mystery on and it seems,
 It keeps It hanging on me.
 Another letter from home,
 I don't know why I even read it,
 There's one big question,
 I don't know why I must repeat it.
 Maybe I care a little,
 Perhaps I'm ashamed of the story I told,
 But you were so eager (-ly?),
 Was it so bad for me to say it,
 What you wanna hear?
 Another letter from home,
 I don't know why I even read it,
 There's one big question,
 I don't know why I must repeat it.
 And you'll feel better if you don't speak, (times 2)
 Another letter from home.
 I don't know why I even read it
 There's one big question,
 I don't know why I must repeat it.