A Lonely September

I'm sitting here all by myself
 just trying to think of something to do
 I'm trying to think of something, anything
 just to keep me from thinking of you
 But you know, it's not working out
 'cause you're all that's on my mind
 one thought of you is all it takes
 to leave the rest of the world behind
 Well I didn't mean for this to go
 as far as it did
 And I didn't mean to get so close
 and share what we did
 And I didn't mean to fall in love,
 but I did
 And you didn't mean to love me back,
 but I know you did
 I'm sitting here trying to convince myself
 that you're not the one for me
 But the more I think, the less I believe it
 and the more I want you here with me
 You know the holidays are coming up
 I don't want to spend them alone
 Memories of Christmas time with you
 will just kill me if I'm on my own
 Well I didn't mean for this to go
 as far as it did
 And I didn't mean to get so close
 and share what we did
 And I didn't mean to fall in love,
 but I did
 And you didn't mean to love me back
 I know it's not the smartest thing to do
 we just can't seem to get it right
 But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
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 One more chance tonight
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 I'm sitting here trying to entertain
 myself with this old guitar
 But with all my inspiration gone
 it's not getting me very far
 I look around my room and everything
 I see reminds me of you
 Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
 we've got nothing left to prove
 
 Well I didn't mean for this to go
 as far as it did
 And I didn't mean to get so close
 and share what we did
 And I didn't mean to fall in love,
 but I did
 And you didn't mean to love me back,
 but I know you did
 And I didn't mean to meet you then
 we were just kids
 And I didn't mean to give you chills
 the way that I kiss
 And I didn't mean to fall in love,
 but I did
 And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
 Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
 No, you didn't mean to love me back
 But you did