Not Today

While u were sleeping I was laying awake with the pain that I'm holding inside.
 it's like I was bleeding and u turned a blind eye left me behind and just walked away while I was just laying here broken inside.
 If I called ur name would u leave here 2 die.
 Just like u always do.
 Just like u always do.
 Hey don't try 2 me I'm out of my mind.
 Not Today,
 Not Today,
 Hey don't try 2 tell me that everythings fine.
 NO Not Today,
 Not Today,
 Why should I suffer-I don't care what u do.It really don't matter at all.U've been been my world and my weakness, my stength and my pain.
 Why can't I just leave this behind and walk away-While I'm lying here broken inside-I try so hard this time.BUT
 U pull me right back 2 u,
 Just like u always do.
 Hey don't try 2 tell me I'm out of my mind.
 Not Today
 Not Today,
 Hey don't 2 tell me that everythings fine.
 NO Not Today
 Not Today,
 Don't try 2 tell me I'm fallen.
 NOT TODAY
 NO NOT TODAY,
 I'm drowning in sorrow-I can't let u borrow my feelings ur using-u jus keep abusing-Ur lookin 4 somethin 2 treat me like nothin.
 Jus like u always do
 Just like u alway do,
 Hey don't try 2 tell me I'm out of my mind.
 Not Today
 Not Today,
 Hey don't try 2 tell me that everything's fine.
 NO Not Today
 Not Today,
 Don't try to tell me I'm fallin-Don't think without u I'm crawling-I'm not outta my mind- No not anytime-Ur wastin my time.
 No Not Today
 Not Today...