Choices

Choices
 no one needs us more
 when they fall to the floor
 when they try to run
 they are faced with guns
 no one needs us now
 they have it figured out
 but when they think it's over
 it has only just begun
 this is how they made it
 this is how they made me
 this is how they'll never have
 silence to sedate me
 this is who they cry to
 this is to whom they turn
 when the truth was told before
 they had never learned
 always predictable the mistakes of life
 never undeniable i've been there before
 we are still accountable for our actions
 and my choices are never the same as before
 i have lived through this
 i have played that game
 i have been to the brink
 the madness is insane
 so when you think you're alone
 you're not the only one
 but i grew out of choices
 so my only choice is fun
 drama bullshit emotional scars
 concealed in the past, oh so very far
 erraticate the past and live for the present
 today is today, no time for resentment
 choices made and damages done
 i run from the past, oh so far i run
 but your life is now, too young to need to hide
 if we make the wrong choices, the pain will reside
 i know your pain and i know how it kills you
 burning through the night the madness fills you
 i've seen it before and i have a solution
 stay with me tonite and escape the delusions
 reality is inside of me but i live an illusion
 a master plan that will have a grand conclusion
 the end so far, so far, too far to see
 but i know what burns bright and it burns inside of me
 it is nothing new, this anger always hides
 a face full of happiness is a mask full of lies
 but we dilute ourselves now
 when in times of need
 we accept change or we will never succeed
 so i live this life
 as it fucks over me
 but i keep on hiding it
 so you will never see
 the plain and obvious
 clear as daylight
 the struggle, fight and battle i rage
 in my brain every night