Born to Suffer

All this suffering yet I cannot feel it
 Words of consolation I bring to you
 I am torn by grief and sorrow
 For me there's no tomorrow
 Hiding under your shroud of security
 For your peace of mind
 I've lived and learned with gifts bestowed on me
 But I was left behind
 I reach for you but you're illusion
 Please excuse me for my intrusion
 Once hopeful but now just living
 Why must I be punished for giving
 Youth memories that once had sheltered me
 Kill me in the end
 Born to suffer live by standard die in despair
 Born to suffer again
 Who are your heroes? Where are the morals?
 Somewhere in limbo but surely not here
 Can't you see my misery maybe tomorrow I'll be all right
 Blasphemy and irony of a world on it's knees
 Reality's gain is my loss, until a change
 I will suffer