Victim to Be

Break!
 I am not crazy
 I am merely afraid
 My time's been spent, my options weighed
 Now I am pitted
 Front and center stage
 Seat belt unfastened, with sweet ache, engage
 Remain suspended, past and futures
 With twice the blood and half the sutures
 Remain suspended, past and futures
 With twice the blood on my hands
 Victim to be
 Reach down to pet
 A pathetic display
 Waste of regret
 Act out of hatred
 I acknowledge my own
 I have bet nothing set in stone
 To simply exist
 I'm a sick kind of free
 Just a placeholder for all the things I will be
 Remain suspended, past and futures (ah, ah-ah)
 With twice the blood and half the sutures (ah, ah-ah, ah-ah)
 Remain suspended, past and futures (ah, ah-ah)
 With twice the blood on my hands
 Victim to be
 Reach down to pet
 A pathetic display
 Waste of regret
 I am not a toy, no!
 I am a man, I am a man
 I am a man, I am a man!
 I am a man, I am a man!
 A victim always
 Of circumstance
 I wish that I had my very own chance
 Remain suspended, past and futures (ah, ah-ah)
 With twice the blood and half the sutures (ah, ah-ah, ah-ah)
 Remain suspended, past and futures (ah, ah-ah)
 With twice the blood on my hands
 Victim to be
 Reach down to pet
 A pathetic display
 Waste of regret