idk, just thinking

I hope you can see this
 I hope you can hear me
 I hope that you're speaking
 I'm hearing it clearly
 What? You just don't like me?
 Yeah, that just striked me
 I don't even know how
 How you can dislike me
 Well, yeah, I'm a prick and I know I can fix it
 You wanna leave me early in the process
 Don't gotta say it, I can just see it
 You just don't like me, that's okay, I'm lying
 I feel bad for trying and putting in effort
 Man, I just thought we'd look better together
 I was there for you whenever the weather
 You said when I see you, it's gonna be never
 But yet, you hold on to my sweater
 You only liked it because of the leather
 I know it's way back but I thought we were tethered
 We were so perfect, the future was rendered
 Part of it is my fault for being so busy
 Left no time for you, so please just forgive me
 When I'm not with you, I'm feeling real dizzy
 You know I miss you, I hope that you miss me
 I can go on and keep speaking
 Keeping the hope for whatever I'm seeking
 I just can't help it, my feelings are leaking
 Up late at night in my pillow and screaming
 I wake up and work and I wish I ain't have to
 I put my tasks first and it should've been you
 I know my part, but you know what I've been through
 But at the end, it's fuck me and it's fuck you
 It's another day, it's another face
 It's another day, it's another problem
 It's another day, it's another face
 It's another day, it's another face
 It's another day, it's another face
 It's another day, it's another problem
 It's another day, it's another face
 It's another day, it's another face