i hate it here

I don't wanna be a loser
 But it seems that's where I'm heading
 And all I wanna do is live my life, but my bullshit keeps on spreading
 I don't wanna see the future
 'Cause I don't like where I'm heading
 And I know that something is gonna happen
 I wait for it everyday
 I don't wanna be forgotten
 In fact, I love the attention
 But as always, I can't let that shit go and get right to my head
 All I wanna do is stop it
 Stop being so damn ignorant
 When situations get hard, I just disappear
 And I don't wanna be like that
 
 I wish I couldn't be like that
 Why I gotta be like that?
 How do I not be like that?
 I don't wanna fucking be here
 'Cause all I do is nothing
 Make some music, and lay in bed
 And disappoint my friends
 I don't feel like I should be here
 'Cause fuck, I'm never noticed
 I'm blowing up, and that's pretty cool
 But I still feel I'm fucking lonely
 I feel like I'm just a problem
 A burden on their chest
 A chip on the shoulder, a nail in the tire
 The elephant in the room
 Ain't been feeling good so often
 I don't know what's the problem
 Sorry I can't satisfy you anyway
 Look what you made me
 I hope that you're happy
 I hope that you're staring
 I hope that you're laughing
 No, I am not happy
 Neither am I sad but
 I cannot explain it
 I cannot explain it
 Look what you made me
 I hope that you're happy
 I hope that you're staring
 I hope that you're laughing
 No, I am not happy
 Neither am I sad but
 I cannot explain it
 I cannot explain it
 I don't wanna be loser
 But it seems that's where I'm heading
 And all I wanna do is live my life, but my bullshit keeps on spreading
 I don't wanna see the future
 'Cause I don't like where I'm heading
 And I know that something is gonna happen
 I wait for it everyday
 I don't wanna be forgotten
 In fact, I love the attention
 But as always, I can't let that shit go and get right to my head
 All I wanna do is stop it
 Stop being so damn ignorant
 When situations get hard, I just disappear