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You said your wish would be for anything
 I trusted you more than anything
 But in the heat of the moment, you left me out to rot
 I knew you weren't meant for me
 But looks aren't everything
 So I trusted my mind and my mind, it trusted me not
 I'm happy, but bored as hell
 But happy, you can't tell
 I'm bled and I'm blank face, sorry if I seem rude
 You know me, no, you don't know me
 You know me, okay, then show me
 Oh wait, you can't, I ain't open up to you
 I'm just a disappointment
 I'm always disappointing
 Everyone, I'm avoiding
 I stay true to myself, I do good by myself
 But I find talking important
 But I keep my answers shortened
 Afraid they'll imply enforcement
 Put an off-going front and then target myself
 You said your wish would be for anything
 I trusted you more than anything
 But in the heat of the moment, you left me out to rot
 I knew you weren't meant for me
 But looks aren't everything
 So I trusted my mind and my mind, it trusted me not