a punk song about sobriety and paranoia

I'm still lyin' on the floor, I'm wishin' I was somethin'
 While I was fuckin' frontin', crashin' and I'm burnin'
 I'm not for your problems, I got shit to handle
 Mentally dismantled, but I'm stayin' gentle
 Peekin' into Target, iPhone in my pocket
 I just saw a normie, now I wanna vomit
 See you in my dreams, though, I am such a weirdo
 I'm halfway a gay, please stop calling me a queer, ho'
 People starin' at me
 Look into my eyes and you'll see nothin' but a damn beast
 See I'm goin' up, now all my haters wanna stan me
 Creepin' in the night, I treat my bros just like my family
 Creepin' in the night, I treat my bros just like my family
 Creepin' in the night, I treat my bros just like my family
 Creepin' in the night, I treat my bros just like my family
 Creepin' in the night, I treat my bros just like my family
 Creepin' in the night, I- la-la-la-la
 I've been sober for a year now
 And my system has been cleansed, wow
 I can talk now, I can breathe now
 I can focus just on me now
 Don't need Adderall, don't need Oxy
 Don't need Codeine 'cause I got me
 I don't like them, they don't like me
 They do damage to my body
 Just like people, just like words do
 And opinions, I'm sensitive
 I could hurt you, I will murk you
 If you hurt me, I will hurt you
 An eye for an eye, and the world was blind
 Just fall from the sky, sayin' goodbye
 Jumpin' in the air, smoke around me clears
 I can't see shit but a statue
 I've been sober for a year now
 And my system has been cleansed, wow
 I can talk now, I can breathe now
 I can focus just on me now
 Don't need Adderall, don't need Oxy
 Don't need Codeine 'cause I got me
 I don't like them, they don't like me
 They do damage to my body