The Hardest Part

Call me up to meet you, static on the phone
 Normally I need you, this time I don't wanna go
 Lately, I've been growing into someone you don't know
 You had the chance to love her, but apparently you don't
 No, you don't
 So even if I could, wouldn't go back where we started
 I know you're still waiting, wondering where my heart is
 Pray that things won't change, but the hardest part is
 You're realizing maybe I, maybe I ain't the same
 And what you're waiting for ain't there no more anyway
 Held you up so highly, deep under your spell
 Your opinions would define me, this time I made some for myself
 'Cause lately, I've been certain, there's no further to go
 Yeah, you had the chance to love me, but apparently you won't
 No, you won't
 So even if I could, wouldn't go back where we started
 I know you're still waiting, wondering where my heart is
 Pray that things won't change, but the hardest part is
 You're realizing maybe I, maybe I ain't the same
 And what you're waiting for ain't there no more anyway
 And it's okay
 I'm not gonna remember you that way
 You say I'm different now like that's so strange
 But I was only 18
 You should've known that I was always gonna change
 Even if I could, wouldn't go back where we started
 I know you're still waiting, wondering where my heart is
 Pray that things won't change, but the hardest part is
 You're realizing maybe I, maybe I ain't the same
 Ain't there no more (I ain't there no more)
 I ain't there no more
 Ain't there no more (I ain't there no more)
 I ain't there no more
 Ain't there no more (I ain't there no more)
 But the hardest part is
 You're realizing maybe I, maybe I ain't the same
 And what you're waiting for ain't there no more anyway