I've Been Doing Well

A couple quarters in my pocket
 A few dollars in my wallet
 I've been doing well
 I've been working overtime
 Couple cars in my garage
 Can you see me now?
 Haven't heard from you in months
 I wonder what you're running from
 Can we talk it out?
 And at night I go to bed
 I see the reaper in my head
 Won't you kill me now?
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 Seeing through these curtains
 Spending too much time in my bed
 Only thing I know now
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 I've got too much time on my hands
 You've got too much blood on yours
 You got what you asked for
 
 Time to grow up, get a real job
 05:35 at the bus stop
 Heard they got benefits and it's evident
 That you got what it takes to get to the top
 Know you been going through things
 But you can feel better when the money comes in
 And every night you can question your life
 While you stare at the ceiling
 No fucking feelings
 Bringin' it, bringin' it back to the good ol' days
 To the run-down park where we used to skate
 Paul and Connor, John, Bert and Lopez
 Not one day did I feel this hopeless (goddamn)
 And they try to get me to go to therapy, please
 No human alive could revive my mind
 Would you think it's a lie
 If I said I was fine?
 A couple quarters in my pocket
 A few dollars in my wallet
 I've been doing well
 I've been working overtime
 Couple cars in my garage
 Can you see me now?
 Haven't heard from you in months
 I wonder what you're running from
 Can we talk it out?
 And at night I go to bed
 I see the reaper in my head
 Won't you kill me now?
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 Swear to God I've been trying
 I've been just finding
 All of the things that I keep in my mind
 But I can't even write them, let alone say it
 I'm losing my mind while I'm losing my patience
 At the end of the day I'm amazed
 At the pain you'll sustain for a paycheck
 So it's back to the basics
 I'm picturing life when the music don't pay
 In an all black Acura
 Got the kids in the back and the wife in the passenger
 Man I've been spectacular
 Got my own office and a gun in the cabinet
 See I think about blasting it
 Leave a stain on the wall near the frame of my bachelor's