clarity in kerosene - one take

I'm finding clarity in kerosene
 Incinerating all these memories
 I haven't spoke to you since 17
 Just thought I'd let you know, you're dead to me
 You found yourself in drugs and nicotine
 A hollow body like a figurine
 I always felt like an accessory
 There's love and hate but this was in between
 And all I know
 Is that there's clarity in kerosene
 Oh, all I know
 You can't take back the things you said to me
 Now, I hope you choke in your sleep
 While you're dreaming of me
 Well, suffocate in your sheets
 And I'll be the last thing you see
 Yeah, I can see it, looking back now
 Every day you'd try to put me in the background
 I wasted all this fucking time on you
 Every word you said to me, I knew it wasn't true
 Roll around with that chip on my shoulder
 I told myself that it would change when I'm older
 But it's getting harder and I swear to God
 That if I had the chance, I would take all the moments
 Steady, waiting and losing my patience
 You fucked with my head, know that I couldn't take it
 And I can't forgive you
 Yeah, I won't forgive you
 Now, I hope you choke in your sleep
 While you're dreaming of me
 You'll suffocate in your sheets
 And I'll be the last thing you see
 I'm finding clarity in kerosene
 Incinerating all these memories
 I haven't spoke to you since 17
 Just thought I'd let you know, you're dead to me
 You found yourself in drugs and nicotine
 A hollow body like a figurine
 I always felt like an accessory
 There's love and hate but this was in between
 And all I know
 Is that there's clarity in kerosene, oh
 All I know
 You can't take back the things you said to me
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 Now, I hope you choke in your sleep
 While you're dreaming of me
 Suffocate in your sheets
 And I'll be the last thing you see
 Now, I hope you choke in your sleep
 While you're dreaming of me
 You'll suffocate in your sheets
 And I'll be the last thing you see