Pushing Daisies (Self-Cover)

I didn't think you'd mean so much
 That in the end, I'd tear myself apart
 When you were just a distant crush
 We both could play our part
 But now we're here, without too much
 These empty words, so close but just too far
 If only I had tried to touch your hand
 Tell me how and why it all turned out this way
 Tell me if we could go back, what would you say?
 If loving you was my mistake
 But for me all that love was all the same, well
 How could you be so cruel and throw it all away?
 Look at me, pushing daisies
 Asking for the one true reason
 Look at me, constantly
 Clinging to a distant memory
 Look at me, pushing daisies
 I'm not ready to lay this to rest
 Look at me, look at me
 Look at me, pushing daisies
 How could it be we dreamed so much
 That we would be together till death parts?
 Or was it me, not you so much?
 But, you let it go so far...
 I wish we hadn't got to meet
 I wish I hadn't felt complete
 I wish you hadn't lied to me
 But everything's said and done
 Even if you said this doesn't matter
 You know that doesn't help at all with closure
 Even if you said I must be stronger
 It doesn't help me get to rest any better
 I don't even know why I'm stuck on this
 But I want to know why you're through with it
 Look at me, look at me
 Look at me...
 Look at me, pushing daisies
 Asking for the one true reason
 Look at me, constantly
 Clinging to a distant memory
 Look at me, pushing daisies
 I'm not ready to lay this to rest
 Look at me, look at me
 Look at me, pushing daisies
 Look at me, pushing daisies
 Asking for the one true reason
 Look at me, constantly
 Clinging to a distant memory
 Look at me, pushing daisies
 I'm not ready to lay this to rest
 Look at me, look at me
 Look at me, pushing daisies