Dysmorphia (I'm so Sorry)

I'm caught twisted, red handed, but the blood is only mine
 I'm so sorry
 I cast the shadows that lurk in all my corners
 Laid beneath tombstones of broken mirrors
 Shaking limbs; they too want to escape me
 At gods mercy change this void I call a body
 I would take all 7 years
 If it meant never seeing my face again
 Destroy the vessel
 housing vile images of me
 I'm so sorry, I'm this body
 You'll never see what I see, broken and rotting
 I'm so sorry, Disembodied
 I can never save me, what I'm becoming
 You'll never see what I see, broken and rotting
 I can never save me, what I'm becoming
 I'm so sorry
 Plaguing, gnawing
 Eating everything I know
 My shape haunting
 Change this void I call a body
 Plaguing, gnawing
 Eating everything I know
 My shape haunting
 Change this void I call a body
 Making nothing feel like home
 What's inside rips flesh from my bones
 I'm so sorry, I'm this body
 I'm so sorry, disembodied
 You'll never see what I see, broken and rotting
 I can never save me, what I'm becoming
 I'm so sorry