When Alcohol Tastes Like Juice

I've been spinning
 For a long time
 Can't tell if it's my age
 Always lost on
 What's wrong or what's right
 Getting harder day by day
 When I stand on paper
 I get writing on my shoes
 Walk a minute with some words
 Drag the story through my room
 Wasting money on my future
 Saving coins to buy a rush
 Being poison to my closest
 Ones losing who I trust
 Oh
 Sippin on what's sweet like fruit
 Banking on games that I lose
 Sippin on what's sweet like fruit
 Blind when the sting tastes like juice
 So much info
 At my fingertips
 Yet I don't know where start
 Everyone that's my age
 So stuck yet focused
 Running quickly over tar
 Hourglass is draining
 My life dictated by sand
 Always laughing at my torture
 With a wine glass in my hand
 Panicked when I'm not creating
 And I'm anxious when I am
 Diagnosing every feeling
 Finding where my hell began
 Oh
 Sippin on what's sweet like fruit
 Banking on games that I lose
 Sippin on what's sweet like fruit
 Blind when the sting tastes like juice
 Oh
 Sippin on what's sweet like fruit
 Oh
 Blind when the sting tastes like juice
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 So we sober up
 Pound the water
 Clear the toxins from our veins
 Gratification
 Ain't instant
 Don't mask it in temporary ways
 When I stand on paper
 I get writing on my shoes
 Walk a minute with some words
 Drag the story through my room
 You can hydrate for the future
 Don't spend coins just for a rush
 Being stable for my closest ones
 Being who I trust
 Oh
 Sweet like fruit
 Oh
 This alcohol tastes like juice