Moment Of Truth

My appetite for life is infinite without an end in sight
 Tried and failed a million times I had to get it right
 Shipwrecked like Robinson Crusoe on a desert island
 No longer thousand island dressing on top of my salad
 The city's overcrowded started taking cold showers
 Noticed humble folks are those who hold the most power
 Sacrifices you make in and out of state
 Going outside your comfort zone, feeling out of place
 Early morning in the gym and it's a ghost town
 Still I gotta get my body strong in case it goes down
 And there's an urgency it's hard for me to slow down
 Feel like Barry Gordy in the early days of Motown
 They didn't have the Internet I wonder how they did
 It was harder then we constantly complain bout the business
 How you calculate success?
 Single sales and dollars
 Inside ya bank account how many shows or followers?
 Respect amongst ya peers, family and friends?
 How you helping others? Ya inner peace or ya zen?
 My art is all I own give it 110%
 When I'm gone I wanna leave something on earth for my kids
 And the rest of the world to understand the way that we live
 And inspire all the youth to do better than what we did
 I love waking at the crack of dawn when the streets is empty
 Mother Earth giving us air gotta treat her gently
 My mother's there and she cares for my well-being
 Used to stress her but lately I can tell she can see it
 Getting this Velvetta doing what I love
 Long stretch from I was J.O.Bing for a dub
 Cause it u let it you can lose ya motivation fast
 Caught up chasing ass being lazy straying from the path
 And being disappointing in people not keeping promises
 But whatever you promised is promised, I don't bother with
 Anything that's not in my control cause god knows
 Many nights i felt the cold just searching in my soul
 Where the ghosts and dark entities roam and fog my energy
 Demons I collected became part of my identity
 From ashes I rise in all my splendor and brashness
 Smacking these arachnids in my sleep yo I got this
 Cause my worse enemy is me and the penalty's
 Deep carry my weight like a centipedes knees
 Let my legacy speak when my body gone eating Szechuan
 Word to Chapelle I'm a never put a dress on
 Staring at the truth on my death bed floating towards the lights
 I'll never die Cause my life's in ya head set
 Breaking the rules and I'm no longer confused
 I guess I seen my moment of truth