I Ain't Mad

Fame and wealth music sales dictating whether its felt
 Carved my lane why the fuck should I explain myself
 Sometimes I blame myself I'm so impatient
 Gotta provide gotta show and prove there's people waiting
 My pops died I moved back slept on my momma couch
 Got myself together now I wanna my mom a house
 Moved to Brooklyn got a transfer from my job
 Friends thought I was crazy I always overlooked the odds
 I quickly learned about the business and shiestness
 Brothers sisters acting clickish the divisiveness
 But I understand why cause snake slither
 And they all positioning themselves to be the place hitter
 My girl got a job as a babysitter she held me down
 Praying everyday like lord please fail me now
 As I surrender to my fate all I can do is be great playing it safe
 I ain't mad
 We all living in our small bubble big fish small puddle
 We all struggle rather no talk all hustle
 24 hours in a day, it's the same across the board
 God mode standing the crossroads
 The mirror is a lie cause I paint my own reflection
 I'm a deaf tunnel vision to the top my goals protected
 Overzealous at time let my passion burst out
 I quit my job right after manager kirked out
 Never looked back cause the past is an illusion
 And The path I choose will the one that craft my future
 Like an aircraft shooting thru sky
 Scrutinize and admired thru the fire
 Regular folk transform to messiahs
 You courageous moments define ya
 Ya soul survives ya when you die
 There's no the taking the cars in ya garages
 I wanna do more sharing and less socializing
 More focus more freedom less over-analyzing
 Life is pain peace pain I want some peace again
 I got lost now I gotta find the key again
 No respect no friendship fuck you expect
 Cause first they love you they hate you then they love again
 Don't pay the fickle any mind they'll end up robbing you blind
 Im a get the bag you can keep the nickels and dimes
 I'm a stay up never the middle I'm a be fine
 I'm a do me till the stars to align until then
 I ain't mad