Never Known

Yeah, mm
 All this liquor in my system, drinking to myself
 Funny how we say it numbs the pain
 But deep inside we know it never helps (Never helps)
 Lately I just don't know where to go
 I just hope you ain't with somebody else (Somebody else)
 Trying not to think about it now
 Grab the bottle, drinking to myself (To myself)
 I drink it to myself
 Tryin' not to lose myself inside the emptiness
 What gets me is the devils two step ahead of us, look
 Sometimes I feel like there ain't no happiness left in us
 I start to feel like this world it just isn't meant for us
 They hate us, and they play us, and they breaking us down
 They find the things we love and take away what we found
 And the closest people to us drift away as we drown
 Gave you all I ever had, don't run away from me now
 I would've died for you, lived for you, I would have killed
 I would've tried for you, hurt for you, I couldn't feel
 Instead I lied to you
 Now you gone and I'm tryna heal
 But I'm so numb looking for something to feel
 But I don't wanna waste time, you know I was there for you
 Even though it takes time, you know that I cared for
 If you needed anything, I would take the fall for you
 Could've been my everything, could've gave it all to you
 Would've gave it all to you
 Yeah, they say that if you love it you should let it go, yeah
 I used to think you were the one for me
 But now I'll probably never know
 Now I'm going through this pain again but I can never let it show
 Hopin' that the cycle changes, I would probably never know
 Did this even matter to you? I will probably never know
 But I don't wanna waste time, you know I was there for you
 Even though it takes time, you know that I cared for
 If you needed anything, I would take the fall for you
 Could've been my everything, could've gave it all to you
 Would've gave it all to you