Anyone

Would it be better
 If I was fit and hired?
 Or just like today
 I would stay sick and tired
 And torn apart
 By the sins of yesterday
 You know I'm not like that
 I'm just acting the fool
 Until you're amused
 I can kill and hide the truth from you
 And keep on falling apart
 Is there anyone who can blame me?
 Anyone who can save me
 From yesterday?
 And from all the mistakes
 That I always make
 You know that I can
 But somehow I'll never try
 Is it worth to be here,
 If I already know that it won't satisfy
 Just like a white lie
 The war is over
 But where is my peace then?
 Something is missing
 But it's too tiring to understand
 The real reason of that
 Is there anyone who can blame me?
 Anyone who can save me
 From yesterday?
 And from all the mistakes
 That I always make