Care of Me

I graduated at aim
 Though I wouldn't say too soon
 I left feeling stupider
 For having learned the time
 I couldn't believe that grown-ups could
 Believe so many lies
 Certainly I would not become
 Privy to the wise
 But now I'm my own anathema
 Second with no reprieve
 Won't ya fix me please
 Off of my disease
 And baby please take care of me
 I'm a wreck as you can see
 I'll be sleeping right here at your door
 Till you throw me down the key
 Assuagement of my angers
 Resentments I protect
 Harbor now like vanities
 And lovers I reject
 Assuagement of my judgements
 And feelings I project
 Are only things I see in me
 I fail to inspect
 Lay my head upon your chest
 So I may hear your heart
 Shut off from a rapacious god
 Who's indebted me for thirst
 I'm beaten too, I surrendered all
 I lose, you always win
 Bloody on your stoop
 Please let me in
 And baby please take care of me
 I'm a wreck as you can see
 I'll do anything you ask of me
 If you just would hold me