Cherry

There's only one place that I wanna be
 It's home with you, girl, so I can hear you breathe
 With your hair up like you do
 And that face that you give me when you've missed me
 And I've missed our girl so goddamn much
 I've smoked a lot, and I feel so rough
 Guess this is just what I wanna do
 Keeping half-smoked smokes, and sing to half-filled rooms
 I was young and irresponsible
 About a year ago and it's impossible to tell
 If my hands will ever warm up
 I don't believe in growing up, but
 Look at me now, I'm engaged to be married
 I'm only 23, and I got myself a family
 She's not mine and she never will be
 I'm reminded every day
 She's not mine and it fucking kills me
 She won't look at me that way
 I was young and irresponsible
 About a year ago and it's impossible to tell
 If my hands will ever warm up
 I don't believe in growing up