40 days

I see myself
 I'm all alone
 I'm going on 40 something days
 It couldn't be tamed
 It couldn't be stopped
 She stares at me now with her eye
 I'm too far gone
 I'm too far gone
 I don't look back and take her on
 'Cause I'm too afraid to say goodbye
 And this fear
 It keeps me holding on
 When she calls
 I am healed
 'Cause she takes my pain away
 When she calls
 Makes me feel
 I'm trapped and I can't get out
 When she calls
 Nothin's real
 And she keeps me hangin' on
 Hangin' on
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 For 40 days and 40 nights
 I gave it all but lost the fight
 I had dreams
 And I had faith
 But now I'm someone that I hate
 I'm too far gone
 I'm too far gone
 She told me weakness was my strength
 I'm too afraid to say goodbye
 And this fear it keeps me holding on
 When she calls
 I am healed
 'Cause she takes my pain away
 When she calls
 Makes me feel
 I'm trapped and I can't get out
 When she calls
 Nothin's real
 And she keeps me hangin' on
 Hangin' on
 Now you're gone
 Now you're gone
 I can see the end
 I made mistakes
 I made mistakes
 I cannot pretend
 You made me fall
 You made me fall
 Gone are the days when I stood all alone
 When she called
 I was healed
 'Cause she took my pain away
 When she called
 Made me feel
 I was trapped and I couldn'tt get out
 When she called
 Nothin's real
 And she kept me hangin' on
 Hangin' on