Freak (Remix by Emil Hero)

Am I alone with the thoughts that I have?
 I'm afraid that I'm scared of myself
 Am I the only one to doubt who I am?
 Wish I was someone else
 Every time I try to swim, it pulls me
 Pulls me deeper down
 Every time I try to fly, it holds me
 Holds me to the ground
 It tells me I'm a freak
 Drains me
 The monster i-inside of me
 Freak, save me
 The enemy is inside of me
 Would be easier to fight someone else
 Than the war I fight within
 It's impossible to hide from yourself
 Ooh, where do I begin?
 Every time I dare to dream, it wakes me
 Wakes me with a cry
 Every time I dare to love, it hates me
 Hates me 'til it dies
 It tells me I'm a freak
 Drains me (drains me)
 The monster i-inside of me
 Freak, save me (save me)
 The enemy is inside of me
 Screaming, laughing
 The voice is i-inside my head
 Freak
 Silent (silent) echo i-inside my head
 Love me, can you even love at all?
 Show me, show me what I ought to know
 Mirror, mirror, mirror on the wall
 Tell me, tell me that I'm beautiful
 It tells me I'm a freak (freak)
 Drains me (drains me)
 The monster i-inside of me
 Freak
 Drains me
 The monster i-inside of me (oh, whoa)
 Freak, (save me) save me
 (The enemy) the enemy is inside of me
 It tells me I'm a freak