Wherever

Dear god I wanna say
 That I tried to have a name
 That you'd feel worthy
 Of praise in this day
 But I feel your disdain
 Cause I don't care for anything
 Especially my own safety
 Cause you know where I've been
 Cause you know of hell
 And what I been through
 So I don't think you
 Would split the two
 When push meets to shove
 I'll see the end
 But I don't think you
 Would make it best
 You know me well but yet
 I've got secrets
 But I'm not really trying to talk
 Cause I'm just trying to hold it down
 From me comes a man
 That you might forget
 So would you ever really know
 If I'm just trying to stick around
 Gimme something
 Gimme nothing
 When you want it
 I could have it
 What you wanted
 I could be it
 But you don't care
 Enough to say it yeah
 Gimme something
 Gimme nothing
 When you want it
 I could have it
 What you wanted
 I could be it
 But you don't care
 Enough to say it
 Cause I want to be like you the most
 So I could change what I know
 Cause I don't want to think of more
 Empty thoughts and red stained tubs
 Cause I'll make assumptions
 When it don't mean nothing
 Cause I need some guidance
 And I need some hope yeah
 These pills don't help me
 Cause I still feel empty
 From all the friends I lost
 And how I wish they stayed
 Cause you know of hell
 And what I been through
 So I don't think you
 Would split the two
 When push meets to shove
 I'll see the end
 But I don't think you
 Would make it best
 You know me well but yet
 I've got secrets
 But I'm not really trying to talk
 Cause I'm just trying to hold it down
 From me comes a man
 That you might forget
 So would you ever really know
 If I'm just trying to stick around