Idiot

(4am!)
 With all the time you had me
 You were trying to make me mad
 Any moment of time where I can't imagine what to do without
 Could you try and make it awful?
 And I don't have to reason
 Though it would be better knowing
 What was the state of it?
 And I know if you
 Turn then, won't be the end
 Into the end
 And I try to make
 It through it with what I knew
 And what a day
 I would never cry when you call me up
 I just want to show what I am about
 When you wanna talk I'll be here but
 I still feel like an idiot
 When you try to make it better
 But we both know that's pretend
 But I wanna give you my arm
 Until the very end
 And I know if you
 Turn then, won't be the end
 Into the end
 And I try to make
 It through it with what I knew
 And what a day
 I would never cry when you call me out
 I just wanna show what I am about
 When you wanna talk I'll be here but
 I still feel like an idiot