Faulty Foundations

This plan is only surface
 And I do not deserve this
 I'm wondering if I'll withstand
 To stand alone and stand to scream to the world
 I'm through and now I've come to mend
 These wounds that were gored by you through all of them
 It's too sad that I've got to mediate these faulty sides of you
 And I'm wondering whatever did I do
 The only reason that I still remain to you
 Is I go on repeating the excuse
 This plan is only surface
 Maybe I'm lost in purpose
 I've stood alone too many days
 And I'm waiting for my day to say to the world
 Come through with all those promise plans
 It's too sad that I've got to mediate these faulty sides of you
 And I'm wondering whatever did I do
 The only reason that I still remain to you
 Is I go on repeating the excuse
 What if this had not happened?
 What if she hadn't gone?
 What if this had not happened?
 She never would have gone
 Well I wonder if the same
 Things could be any other way
 Still I don't deserve this
 I've stood alone too long to say